25 August 2010

Sampai Bila??

napa sem nie rasa cam penat sgt ah...aku penat nak jaga hati suma orang... tapi hati aku xda pun orang nak jaga...dan bila terpikir nak wat decision tuk tukar campus...patut x wat camtu?? terus terang ckap aku da sayang kat uitm perlis nie w'pun system dia mmg ntah apa2.... tapi rasa syg kat classmate tu da mmg ada... susah la mcam nie...
sem nie macam2 masalah timbul dan ada jak yg rasa cam x best...aku da fed up tapi yg bole saya buat?? napa 2 sem dduk kat sini rasa cam hampeh?? ya Tuhan...tolong la aku ya Allah... suma dugaan yg kau bagi mmg mencabar....tapi aku redha w'pun kadang aku rasa cam aku x dpat nak tanggung...dgan suma masalah kewangan, pergaulan dan mcam2 lagi buat aku rasa mcam nak lari...tapi pegi mana??
aku hanya seorg insan yg lemah dan aku mohon perlindungan mu Ya Tuhan...tolongla aku...

2 comments:

  1. Insyallah, u will get something much better next..
    Buatlah the best decision yg u ada and by the way, if me I like to go somewhere else if things dont work out as what i've expected, but by stay away from trouble wont let u know how the best u are in handling things. But, like we know, people not always as what u or me expected. Differ from each others but I know you can do it my lovely girl, just know it! =) Hope u will get thru all of this. Miss u to the mosty!

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  2. Sometimes i wanna run from this kind of life...
    but how?? i just can't do it..i love my family most and i'm not ready to leave them just like that...anyway thanx a lot for ur advise... really appreciate it..hope that Allah will help me more..
    Insyallah..=)

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